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Saturday, May 24, 2008;dam sad..

now its 2.17am.. i juz finish chatting with her.. she said dat 3 years later den she will come in and tok to me.. but now leh, she juz came in again to tok to me.. disrupt my life.. she suddenly come and say sorry to me.. den say dat she got a new bf now.. den she like him v much.. ask me dun wait for her le..
actually i already forgotten abt her liao.. coz my friends all ask me forget about her, den she suddenly appear again.. ok she appear nvm, so we continue to chat, chat abt the recent tings, hw her bf treats her, alll those. tok till half way she cried!. i duno lor.. she wan make me how sia.. cry for wad.. she say dat she dui bu qi me.. nv furfil her promise.. she still ask me guess wad i am doing now? i say i dun wan to guess u tell me.. den she say her tears keep flowing out.. she tink of the way she treat me.. den my brithday muz hav been the worst birthday of my life..

this incident already over 2 months le.. y muz she appeared again leh.. suan le i already given up on her liao... she say go dere find her also no use.. its impossible between us le... haizz.. maybe its fate ba...
my relationship hoh, none of it is successful. not even 1 last 1 year.. why am i lidat leh.. hopeless leh me... good lor now 3 years no girlfriend liao... win liao lor!
and my projects in school.. yesterday we supposed to meet fyp teacher at 12 pm.. den my 2 group members, 1 is jeremy and 1 is zepeng, jeremy say he stomachache, zepeng went to jurong east duno do wad... left me alone in sch... i reach liao den dey all den tell me... in the end i rot in sch for 1 hour.. need wait for my class till 1 pm..

den next wednesday i got a presentation to do.. about our business idea de.. and now leh.. start also havent start, my group have 5 members, 1 is jeremy, 1 is jemmy, 1 is zepeng, and 1 is weikeong and me..
jemmy and zepeng always AFK.weiekong the only 1 dat willing to do.. jeremy he recently got relationship problem.. in the end leh.. havent start yet..
relationship so shi bai, studies also so shibai.. GPA only 2.5.. how to go to university.. CHUA YIYANG wtf r u doing man.. WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sign off.<3 ; 11:18 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008;GEMS

okay.. i wan to tok about my gems.. coz this is the most interesting gems i ever taken during my 3 years of poly.. this gems is call love and relationship. my teacher is a phsycology teacher is one of singapore university.. den last week, he played with us a game. he group us into groups of 2 each.. boy and ger 1 group..den i team with alicia..
den teacher ask us to look into each other eye and see each other eye colour . dne tell each other.. den ask us do 6 expression to each other.. these expressions includes angry, sad, fear, happy, scared and 1 more i forgotten. its like dam paisei lor when we look at each other.. den after that hoh, teacher still us me go out do these 6 expressions to the whole class. xia sway dao siao..
den teacher give us 2 mins each to tok to each other, den after that he will say switch. den we muz change place. tok to another ger for 2 mins. like that switch for 8 to 9 times.. den muz keep repeat the tings i said again and again.. but quite good la. coz can knw more new friends.
den yesterday gems teacher ask us to draw our childhood and dream. den i drew an aeroplane and a bball court.. den everybody muz go out present their drawing and describe it.. den my china friend join my gems class now also liao.. actually dun wan him with me de.. coz he very fan @! keep toking and toking,...
these few days keep playing bball.. now tanned like siao le..
and i found out that the guild house.. the facilities dam good!. the toilet got sauna 1.. i next week go den take pic for u all to see!. coz me , jeremy and zepeng say hao liao.. every mon and thur go gym which is in the guild house. ^^ alrite i go eat liao ..

sign off.<3 ; 3:26 AM